Talk it out
hard to trust
fear being vulnerable
can’t see beyond this
Fighting your hardest
Feels like you can’t win
Struggling but refuse to quit
have to fight
Going to be strong
One day…. no CHANGE that, TODAY!
Cry, vent, get mad
Get it out
Give yourself the chance you deserve.
YOU ARE WORTH IT!
I’ve neglected my blog. It hard to face the truth but I want to be honest. I need to be authentic and let you guys know where I’ve been. My health has taken over, it consumes my every day, and only allows short spurts for me to do anything. Most of the time I choose to spend those moments with my family. I desperately need their smiles and laughs. I try to soak in as much as their love as I can and often times it leaves me with little to no energy. As much as I love to blog I choose time with my family over anything. They have to come first, they give me life. There will be days strung together of my health being steadily in a decline. When I get those brief moments of sunshine I take them!
It took me two weeks to even get the energy to write this post. I hate that I haven’t been active. My hope is, after my Doctor and I figure out the best medications and dosages, I will be able to get back into the groove of writing. I miss it so badly. I felt it necessary to tell where I have been and why I took a sudden hiatus. One of my goals this year was to not be overly private. I know there are other people out there that struggle with chronic illness as well. My message to you is YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Autoimmune diseases can be all consuming but they are not who you are. Keep going!!
I will be back soon with a new post. Please be patient in the meantime.
Thank you…I appreciate each of you!!